Basically, what is a heart?? The answer that take from most 8/10 person, they said perhaps heart is to pump the blood through your body and make it function.
I used to answer to the person who ask me this question until 2011, worst thing happens in my life, im suffering from the pain in the bottom of my heart. At that time, i can't take it, my heart is shouting for help, but there is no one there except me myself know it, I want to help but i can't, i dont know how, the heart is like squeezing and im suffering the pain, what can i do? I hope there is a restart button for me so that i can prevent the worst thing happens and i would not suffer the pain... it is helpless i tell you!!
At that time, i realized that heart doesn't only pump the blood through your body and make it function, it also includes the feeling of the pain, happiness, sore, sadness, and so on.
When time passed by, my surrounding environment, people, things have started to change, keep on upgrading, but im stucked there, my time was like spoiled, and everyone time is running. It is like in a racing competition, when the referee count 3 2 1 and used the gun to shoot, BANG!, everyone starts to run, but im still standing on the same spot, and waiting for the referee to shoot.
Time goes 1 day follow by 1 day, im recovering each day, i searching for the antidote to cure the pain, first i tried is to make myself as tired as i cant think anything, but im too tired until i cant do my assignment and homeowkr, so i tried cigarattes, it helps actually but it destroying my health, i start to cough then i stop taking cigarattes.
Luckily, when there is no more way to solve the pain, my wife comes back from London, she helps me a lot, comfort me, accompany me, everything she do to me helps me a lot a lot, without her i may continue taking cigarattes, thank her so much! This makes me love her much more each day, she is the best i ever have mmuacks! <3
Now, she goes back to London to further her study, but at least she accompany me to walk pass the pain, so within the period of recovering the pain, i figured out inner peace. It is like standing at the middle of the black and white, no black no white, everything means nothing, the pain still appear but i see it as nothing by controlling my breathing, and keep my heart in peace mode, everything disappear, happiness, sadness, pain, sore, all of them disappear, it becomes nothing.. so when my wife isn't with me, i can control the pain, but i need her so much now!!!!!!
At here, i want to thank my wife, Vivian Ling, she fulfil my heart with loves, I love her so much!!!! <3
Monday, October 17, 2011
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Hope you like this song
You've got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to god everyday
That you keep that smile
You are my dream
There's not a thing i wont do
I'd give my life for you
'Cause you are my dream
And Baby everything that i have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you insecure
Let you that you are always lovely
Girl, cause you are..
The only thing that i got right now
One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing
Right next 2 you
Right next 2 you
Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I'll be standing
Right next 2 you
Right next 2 you
If you had my child
You would make my life complete
Just to have your eyes a little on me
That's be mine forever!
And Baby everything that is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you insecure
Let you know that you are always lovely, girl
Cause you are..
The only thing that i got oh..
One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing
Right next 2 you
Right next 2 you
Nothing will ever come between us
I'll be standing
RIght next 2 you
Right next 2 you
We've made, for one another
Me and you
and i have no fear
I know we'll make it through!
Hope you like this song Vivian! <3
Mmuacks! I love u! <3
*Written by The V Blog founder*
-=www.howlifehasbeen.blogspot.com=-
Saturday, May 7, 2011
How life is going on
How life is going on!
Recently im doing work out almost everyday and preparing for 12th May final exam.
I hope that i can score B+ in my final exam, A may be too hard for me but i will try my best to do! (:
My girl friend is coming home very soon! Im so excited and happy! I miss her so much so much! I keep on work out work out work out, hope that i can surprise her when she comes back. (: hehehe
How does my work out process going??
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Muscle JUICE!!!
1020 Calories @@"
Recently my bb vivian is very stress in studying of her final exam, and caused her very depress. Sayang Sayang u my bb! Mmuacks! u must jia you jia you oh! I know u can do it! Once the final exam is over, you are coming home! Mmuacks!
Give u my mini lion! Hope it can help you to fight against the stress and depress and cheer u up! Mmuacks! Baby Vivian I love u! <3
*Written by The V Blog founder*
-=howlifehasbeen.blogspot.com=-
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